I train hard.
And
I've been doing this pretty seriously for 4+ years now. In all honesty, I probably race above my level more often than most. What that means is I tend to rub shoulders with riders who are far stronger than me, choosing to race in open masters or even cat 1/2/3 races at times.
I think it's better to do that, provided you have a long-term view of development in this sport and are not swayed too much by getting humiliated at times (or even often!)
Hence, this season has been interesting. Coming into it early as I usually do, I found myself up against some really strong fields in the masters (who clearly trained all winter long and came out swinging) and not much to show for it, save a few smaller races where I wasn't in the basement. Discouraging.
So I took time to go back to training and changed my focus a bit. I also changed my training style ever so slightly, making some nutritional changes as well. The results have been very subtle, but noticeable as I seem to have a little more repeatability of the hard efforts now, and just a bit more ease during them (although I haven't been setting any power records, coming close to them though!)
Based on how I felt over the past week or so, I decided to sign up for the Adirondack weekend. I went in with very few expectations. If I ended up off the back, that's ok, since I am mainly focused on training right now. If I ended up racing the race, then that's a good sign that the training is working.
Chuck and I were in the same race. It's great to have at least one teammate with me in an event. I used to do lots of races with Pete Hoag before he moved on, and it inspired me to do more, even if I was just helping him out. Things started as expected, with the pace moderately fast, and the bunch riding rather nervously as many of the riders would fight for position, especially after the larger rollers on lap one. Chuck was hanging in there with me, although we spent a bit too much time in the back.
The fast descents were my opportunity to move up, and I exercised that option as best as I could, jumping up to the top third of the field before the flat section leading up to the feedzone hill. Swarms had me back to about midfield by the final corner, but they left me a spot to move up again and I hit the climb top 20 (out of maybe 50 in the field).
This climb hurts. It always has. It is just steep enough and just long enough to be a maximal effort, and you don't get a break once you crest the top, since it leads into a false-flat uphill into the wind where the attacks come at the feed zone (bastards!)
Each season I have had to go deep into the red on it. This time (our first) up the hill, was different though. I went around guys, I grabbed wheels, I listened to heavy breathing... all of the usual climbing stuff.
When, near the top, I realize... "hey.. I'm almost in the front of this group and I still feel pretty good here. guys are dying all around me and I'm still OK"
(file that away under : form improving, finally)
Once we clear the zone, there are maybe 30 left. I look behind me and I don't think Chuck made it. Hopefully we will slow down (I've caught back on at this spot if it slows) It's going to be the usual race of attrition and I intend to let the attrition happen and still be there for the finish. Something is different on this second lap though. We are going much faster than the first lap. Once we get past the descents I realize what is going on. Stretched out in front of our field is the entire 3/4 pack! It's like a gigantic carrot for the folks in front to chase after.
I'm not really in favor of what they are doing, but have no choice but to simply follow as we pass the (now neutralized) 3/4 field only halfway through lap two. Immediately the group slows for a moment, but some folks attacked right there (kind of a low-class move but what the heck) and we chase again.
They are reeled in within a few miles and we hit the feedzone climb for the second time. Again, my form is showing me that I am one of the stronger in the group this time (and I am still kind of surprised by this). Reglar attacks the feed zone.
Sheesh. Why do they always attack the feed zone?
Anyway, Jon Gee and Todd Craig bridge up to him but the field seems uninterested in chasing at this point. I suspect that their teams are effectively blocking and I consider the possibilities.
"hmmm" "I feel pretty good today" "maybe I should try to bridge up there" "I don't know if I can make it" "what if I burn a match and then go off the back?" "I really wish they would just chase!"
Sometimes, Bueller, you just have to say..
What the fuck.
I attack.
I made it about halfway to the break. Seems like I am going to be stuck out here for a while but plan B was to be close enough to compel them to chase after me, which they did. I get swallowed back up by the (now faster) peloton and hope that they make it the rest of the way to the break. Wrong. Blockers come out again and we slow down. Crap.
Not wanting to burn another match I decide to sit in. The third time up the hill and I watch as Roger Aspholm (who's been sitting in all day, making us wonder just how recovered from his injuries he is) attacks the base of the climb, bridging all the way up to Reglar at a pace that nobody can even come close to. I guess he's back. You don't get to be National Champ three times without this kind of power.
I sit in. The third time up is a block fest. A few guys who are spent go OTB but I am nose-breathing by the feed zone. Another good sign of form.
Once we are on the final run-in toward Whiteface I decide to lay my cards on the table. I don't think I'm going to do well climbing Whiteface in a pack so I attack hard with about 3 miles to go before the climb. My hope is that I can buy myself 20 seconds or so, and take advantage of that by climbing Whiteface at my pace.
Denied. Roger's teammate Andreas (who was blocking) switches to chase mode and pulls them all back to me. My matches are pretty much burnt at this point, but I did what I thought was best. Whiteface started out OK, with me able to answer the few surges at the base and stay in the draft, but as things progressed my legs simply couldn't push anything more than my smallest gear. I managed to keep threshold power up, but needed quite a bit more to keep pace on this 10 minute effort.
I cross the line last of the remaining bunch. 9th in the 35+
Not a stellar result on paper, but the important stuff happened on the road, and, for the first time, I felt like I was really racing the same race as these top-level masters monsters. Let's hope the form continues to improve.